Summer is here: june 3rd 2026

Dear Diary,

Its the third day of june, I just finished swim week and I got signed to a modeling agency. Commercial Modeling….meaning I’m going to be in commercials. lol. period. I haven’t told anyone yet, so if you have a chance to read this you’re lucky.

This journey of content creating just became more real for me.

I’ve been sick the last couple of days and I got my period so it’s like I’m purging major.

I thought I would feel more like overwhelmed?

Idk I guess not, I think Im excited and not really sure what to do next?

I think its really a matter of starting for me.

I want to make video content that is compelling.

Good story telling, talking points and really being able to carry certain points through.

The audience I’m trying to build , to attract rather, are quiet forensics. People who watch the world with a discerning eye, and enjoy the thoughtful and considerate.

I want to just start making youtube videos.

that would be easier for me I feel.

I need to get so comfortable behind the camera because in idk 7 days I have a modeling gig and I need to make sure I preform well.

My clients want me happy, they want me chill, they want my nervous system to relax and they want me to sell that mf product..

my challenge is to be marketable.

but also be myself.

I’m naturally very reserved, i’m the type to let you think i’ve shown you all my cards. but really i’m holding all the aces.

Theres a new Sarah Angel in town, and she’s back like she’s never left.