The Tea..

so its been some time since ive written to write. Mercury is retrograde in pisces and nothing makes sense right now. 

I for one cannot stand the need for directness at the moment. I feel whimsical , enchanted , I’m being visted by princes and princesses. my inner child is so up rn. 

last i’ve chatted, my heart was open fully to new possibilites. I’ve made new friends. lost lovers and friends. I feel as if i’ve made a sort of come back in my own personal life. I’m the star who shines so brightly. Its almost a relentless light. 

This is truly just a description of my inner state. Im finding now more then ever my need to create, write and dibble and dabble in all my little oddities. It makes me feel so productive with my soul.

I’ve been told that i seem that I am fufilled with my life! How kind an observation! 

Truly though, I have so much gratitude for this life that I have. I am being constantly reminded that I have such an abundance at my finger tips in the gentlest of ways. 

So It is feb 26th. I stacked cash and I ended up going to New York fashion week! Totally insane and riveting experience. 

I was told that new york was like an abusive boyfriend, you say you hate it but you keep coming back. 

It’s been a long standing dream of mine to venture off to nyc. and now that i’ve returned I feel as if there is a new lease i have on life. My goal this year is to travel as much as possible.

I want to look back at my camera role and just be amazed at what I can do for myself.

There was a moment there I had with myself, I told myself that I was done making miracles for others, now it was time to bring the magic to me. 

With this notion in mind, I genuinely feel like I can achieve my goals. although some are painstaking and tiring, the progress is a pleasure in itself. 

I’ve already come so far. SO FAR. The person that I was a couple of weeks ago, vs the person that I am now?!?!?!

Its like my total thing is elevation. I will evolve into someone of the highest light. I feel that is my truest destiny. 

Yet in the meantime, I find that I’m constantly being asked to move with an honest heart and a loyalty to my divinity. 

Im writing now to few, but I geniunely feel that soon thousands will take to reading this blog. I hope that in reading my words it brings hope. Hope for a better future. Hope for a betterment of the self. Hope for a world that truly protects the innocent and one that provides a divine righteous justice. 

This blog has been my brain baby for so long. and it will continue to be so. it will evolve and so will I. 

I have to write, I just absolutely have to.