Diary Entry 5:

This entry was written 12/13/25:

dear diary,

shit can change so fast in a week. 

I went on a trip got back home and now im like omg! soo much to do !! 

Im outside asf ! 

I’ve been working nonstop. my work environment is shifting quickly, things are changing almost for the better. 

The energy gives home. 

What is the type of place , that you can come and be given grace. 

i’ve been seeing 144. 

its like my go number. 

I tell the universe, If i should do this, 144

never a bad decision. 

so lately i’ve been leaning more into a space of neutrality, a space of silence. I’ve been really appreciating the moments where its really quiet. It helps me think, my nervous system is resting. I love it when i can just lay there and observe my environment. 

It’s becoming a point where people just tell me whatever. My trust is real. The feeling of clarity is like relief. I can give that moment to myself whenever i feel. 

I write now 12/ 15/ 25

its 12:44 pm.